I'm also sorry that your MC session awful and that you left confused and hurting. Michele has an excellent video "When Couple's Therapy is a Bad Idea" Please email me directly and I will be happy to send you a link at no charge.
It sounds like there are mixed signals coming and going from all directions. It is easy to be conflicted when you have so many emotions and thoughts going through your head!
You are at a very fragile point in this relationship and it would be extremely helpful to know what your next move should be. Feel free to give me a call at 303-444-7004 to discuss how we can best help you determine what to do next.
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