Molly22 - The sadness will be with you for quite some time. That's the way that grieving works. You'll learn to live with it and not have it control you. It takes time to heal - allow yourself to feel pain and let it wash through and over you and pass behind you.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells