Ok, breathe. Thank you.

Didn't sleep despite DR giving me sleep aides. I feel anxious and tired. Not going to carry my cell phone except where it's absolutely necessary today to reduce the temptation to text him or to even check if he has texted me.

That's all I've got in me for today.

Me: 41
WH: 41
DS: 21
DD: 20
DD:18

Dday: Oct 2016
Currently Separated