man, I miss my wife. this [censored]. I mean, I'm doing good ok, and I'll get by, but, I really just miss my wife.
I know, I should detach, and outwardly I am, and I know inwardly I should too, but it's hard.
nothing has really happened lately. I'm going to happy hour with a friend tonight after work, should be fun. Friday night W is going out with friends, and I'm worried she looking to hook up, but I don't ask where she's going or what she's doing.
I'm going to college football game Saturday, but not sure what I'm doing good that evening. well see.
anyway, just wanted to vent and journal. detaching is hard
The person you are seeing is not your wife. I'm willing to bet that you miss the woman who was once your wife. The past. Those times are gone. They may be back. But not tonight or tomorrow.
Keep working on detaching. Your comment about her maybe looking to hookup as she goes out shows that you have a ways to go. It is hard. I know. But those thoughts in your head or giving them so much of your focus is only hurting you. Like drinking poison and expecting someone else to die.
34, xw33 M-10, T-18 2D (8 and 5) Ilybinilwy-1/16 EA/PA- 7/15-present (with my former best friend) Trial apartment-2/16 (also when she considers us separated) W moved out-8/16 W Filed 11/21/16 D final 1/30/17
