So ridiculously sad. Please help

[j20a00g]

I think the MC suggestion is spot on. You both definitely need some time apart and to process what the heck is going on. To be honest, I've read and reread your thread and it's all over the place. I can only imagine how the session went.

Take a break. Breathe. No decisions need to be made right this second. Quit responding to texts in the way you are. You are confusing the crap out of him. He's doing the same to you. Slow down!