Whomever said MC would be terrible? It was awful. I am crying so hard right now. I've got to detach. I've got to get strong. I've got shove down the pain a bit so I can breathe.
WS bawled through the whole thing. He hasn't gone to the IC he was referred to. She called him out on that numerous times. She asked him if he was done with us and he said he was but then he contradicted himself and she called him out on that too. She says we need, at least, three months apart and working on ourselves to reset some of the patterns.
I'm left confused and hurting. She asked to schedule an appointment in two weeks and he said that was too long for us not to talk. That perplexes me if he is done. He asked to hug me outside her office. I didn't but now I wish I did. He just texted me that he is driving around, nowhere bound and I like the emotional idiot that I am, I replied, "come home". Back to NC.
I don't understand any of this. Keep working on me, right?
