Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Thanks guys.
I've gone back to being dark again, not for any kind of malicious reasons but I think it will serve me better. Obviously, if he was to get in contact I will be polite and friendly again, but think it's better for my sanity to get used to the distance to make sure expectations don't creep in.

He has been swinging somewhat erratically, and I've seen a lot of things that haven't worked. Some days something will work, and others not.

I've had a really busy day today, and occasionally felt the twinge of sadness. I think with feeling that way, a little distance will help me to keep trying to move further and move on.