Oh! One quick thing, during the day I emailed her about picking something up for the party. She said that she was planning to take Friday off and has a doctor's appointment tommorrow.
She hadn't told me until today and I don't know why she is going. It's maybe to talk about her mental state and what depressants she is on. She is taking a small does of Escitalopram which she has been taking for 3 months now. Back then she finally went to an IC, but all that stupid IC did was put her on the tablets and she has never gone back.
The doctors visit may also be about sleep issues. I don't know, and normally I would ask to see if she is ok. But this is pursuing behaviour, I need to wait for her to decide to tell me about it.
Ok time to bed. Thanks for taking the time to read my ramblings. It really is helping to discuss in this way. Sorry that I always write so much.
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03/15 : ILYBINILWY 10/15 : IDLYA 01/16 : "I'm sacrificing to stay in the marriage for the kids!" 10/16 : She discusses Seperation BUT...she's still here..for now
