man, I miss my wife. this [censored]. I mean, I'm doing good ok, and I'll get by, but, I really just miss my wife.

I know, I should detach, and outwardly I am, and I know inwardly I should too, but it's hard.

nothing has really happened lately. I'm going to happy hour with a friend tonight after work, should be fun. Friday night W is going out with friends, and I'm worried she looking to hook up, but I don't ask where she's going or what she's doing.

I'm going to college football game Saturday, but not sure what I'm doing good that evening. well see.

anyway, just wanted to vent and journal. detaching is hard frown


M 40 W 40
S 2.5
Together 13 years
Married 11 years
BD: 09/23/16
PA, then long Distance EA confirmed 9/30/16
Exposed A to OM's W 10/7/16
A ended 10/10/16