Yikes! Now I don't know what to do. Since he is such a conflict avoider, I thought it was a positive sign that he wanted to go. I'm dreading it though. Should I cancel? I have a feeling that if we cancel, he will never go back.

Me: 41
WH: 41
DS: 21
DD: 20
DD:18

Dday: Oct 2016
Currently Separated