FG -- preparing doesn't make a D any more likely and probably would help you rest at least a little bit easier on several fronts. Hang in there, man -- you're an inspiration in terms of how you keep your focus in the right places.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
