Are you going alone? At the stage you're at, I'm not sure why you're going to C if he doesn't want to actively work on your M.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER