Bee thank you for stopping by my thread, and for the song recommendation. I will look it up.
I'm sorry it is such a confusing time for you (and your H), but at least he shows some signs of willingness to resolve his issues. I'm not saying that should be enough for you to forgive and forget, but it is a start. Maybe it will become easier as you get used to this new behaviour? It must be hard now, but maybe if you see him as a f fiend you will be able to help him (and you) better.
Sorry I have no better advice, I have no experienced what you are both going through.
(((Hugs)))
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”
