Return Trip for advice

[Bunches]

So I've been thinking about DBing habits the last week and your comments. I didn't realize over the last two years how much I had backslid and I've completely dropped the ball on my life. I've been justifying focusing on X because she was single and letting myself think that was about me. I've been letting down my boundaries and stopped focusing on GAL. And for anyone who reads this let me tell you from experience...taking the wrong path ends badly. I've had to see a cardiologist recently for concerns over stress and blood pressure and what its doing to me. I've actually let myself get sick over carrying this every day long term without doing the work to move on with my life.

I don't want to be this guy. Backsliding is real people...and it's dangerous. I've been at this for three years now just last week and ya know what. It's....still...hard.