"So is this a good thing?"

See the fact that you're even asking this is bad. Stop doing things that you think may get her upset. Trust me, no matter what it is, it's never going to be good enough for her. If you think what you're doing is right TO YOU, that's all that matters. You have to start letting go.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER