Still hanging on ... just

[Oluwa]

So slept in Home Theatre as usual as described in previous post.

She text me this morning about a few kids things. I did't respond immediately, then she sent another one. Once I did respond she sent this "We need to talk when you get back from training tonight".

The thing is she will have noticed I have been less involved with her, so I am thinking its going to be a R talk, and probably not a good one.

I feel I have being doing ok detaching, until i get this text message and all the stupid fear comes back. I text back "What about?". No reply.

If she is to say she want's to separate again or she just asks that she has noticed I am not spending as much time with her and why am I doing that, how do I answer, I haven't got the DR book yet, and i want to keep the detachment going, but I don't know if I agree with a separation or not.

Of course, I haven't had the talk yet, so I have no idea what she is going to say. But my mind is racing....