Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Had to break my almost silence, I have a sonogram that he said he wanted to be at, so text just to ask if he was still going. He is. So now I shall give myself a minor pamper so I don't look as bad as I'm feeling today. Man does this sickness give me a beating sometime!

Messages between us are straight to the point, and after confirming he would come and arranging to meet him there, that was it. He's been dark to us all, including his mom. What I don't understand is how a toddler can be lumped into his feelings of anger, he never asks how he is or checks up on him. Still it is what it is and he is ultimately loosing out.

Not really looking forward to seeing him, as I know it's just going to be plain awkward, I expect the silent treatment like last time! Still, I'm there to see my baby, and he's not taking that happiness from me.