In the UK - PT21 feeling stuck

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Quick update from me. I kinda treat this place like my blog right now - hope nobody minds!

Most people on here don't meet each other, but I'm glad to say that me and fellow forum member 'NDY' had a meet up and drinking session on Friday. It was good to catch up and discuss things face to face. Obviously there are things we can say off forum that I certainly wouldn't put on here. Needless to say, beer was involved!

W brought the kids over today. I've now got a healthy beard, which I know she finds really attractive, but she couldn't look at me, not once. I know she saw the beard when I was walking up from the station, but she bowed her head when she was talking to me, and even now, picking them up, she just couldn't establish eye contact with me. W was also unnaturally quiet, so much so, that she nipped in to the toilet whilst I was getting the kids ready to go, and then just left without saying anything to me. She couldn't even look at me when the kids were waving furiously from the car park.

Whilst I understand the guilt part, I don't understand why that communicates in to not being able to look.

Anyway, off to bath for a good soak. It's getting nippy here, so I've finally had to succumb to putting the central heating on. Not bad for up here, nearly then end of October is quite a feat!