While my life, and my family's life, are in limbo, I don't want time to go by meaninglessly. I want every day to count for something. An obvious thought, I guess. Or, obviously, life and meaning happens whether or not I'm conscious of it. So maybe what I mean is I want to be more conscious of how every day is meaningful.
So, each night, I'm going to think of one thing I want to get out of the next day. Something positive, something fulfilling, something meaningful. By default, this life in limbo lets me see the kids when I wake up and in the evening. In addition to those things, I want to be aware of one more good thing the day brings. Whether in relation to the kids, for my work, or something personal just for me.
For tomorrow, it will be to help a friend with job search.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final