Bless you. We can; and could, (all) always blame ourselves. But why? Are you terrible Yes/No? It's binary - the answer is No. you know that. Stop questioning this please. I could put my arms around you for just questioning you. Please don't.
You are fighting for him. To me you are perfect. Just because you are doing that. And keep doing it.
Just be kind. Not to him [per se]. To you.
Surfer.
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