Hi Cil--long time, no talk. Just trying to catch up with you. I have missed reading your posts for sure. You "sound" really pulled together --on the outside-- but I know you are dying of hurt on the inside.

My sitch has ended up different than yours (so far) so I guess I am not in a really good place to be giving you advice, but man, did JellyB nail it!! I would just add that "everything happens for a reason." And believe me, I hate when people say that to me!! But as I look at my own sitch, we moved 1500 miles from home for a better life, finances etc and yet it all came crumbling down, only to end up back here and working on saving our M. Sometimes it has to fall apart, before it can come together.

Me 47 H 49 S18 S15
M 21
BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY
I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16
Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16
BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16
Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June
H leaves 5/7/16