Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Thanks surfer, I think I am the lucky one having such a happy loving little boy. He's the biggest blessing I count every day. And that's one of my focuses st the moment, to see the blessings. I watched stand up to cancer this weekend (don't know if any other brits watched it), but I saw stories of families torn apart by it, and I've been through this treatment- I've felt like I would loose my life. Chemo and radio takes it out of you, but after that, I built my life again from scratch- and I can do that again! I thank god I beat that and have gone on to achieve my dream of being a mum.

And you're right on that, sometimes I dislike the fact I'm a kind and caring people, as people do take advantage of a good person. But the flipside to that is that I have a lot of friends who are there for me now.

V, you are so right. That is something in my hands, I can either go down a route where I loose it, and am angry or upset. Or I can choose to have a calm and peaceful house. I choose the latter, and I shall fill my home with love.

Pregnancy sickness has given me a beating today, all day long! I shall take some time to rest as I've quite a few GAL activities towards the end of the week and the weekend to fill my calendar with. But as surfer said the other day, I am quite a home bird, and sometimes I do prefer my own company at home. I'm trying to make sure I strike a balance as I know it does a lot for my pma to get out and do something and see people. And I say I like peaceful quiet evenings, but I often spend an evening on the phone to a girlfriend or messaging friends.