I am inching forward.

Finally got copies of the Giggalos filings and court date.

I have full permission for the court for discovery, so I am moving forward.

I will prepare a list for discovery, I get one shot so I will take my time.

I used the word Wazzock on Phoebe thread. Her sitch has some similarities to mine and of course some differences.

A vanishing WH who wants everything and in one way or another believes they have the right to all of it.

I laid out my game plan to Phoebe in case I am being watched.

The Giggalo is arrogant and his L is fake. We will see what is made of that.

I had my hair cut and coloured today at a proper hairdresser for the first time in 3 years. Can't really afford it, now I am going out again it will boost my confidence a bit.

Another pound of weight lost, with all the effort I make really it should be more. I will assess if there is any error in my eating.

I seem much better of late although my confidence is still rock bottom and I am questioning this phase of the Kubler Ross cycle, is it interlocking with the grief for my mother? Do I have two cycles running?

Certainly I am very down.

V


Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW