Much has happened. Too much. I don't want to go into it here, at least not now. Day-to-day things are much more friendly. I don't know -- I don't think -- that the basic geography has changed.

In that sense, my heart is the same: as long as my W and I are able to treat each other in an amicable way, every day I have full access to my kids is a gift.

I could feel differently at some point.


Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final