you are doing really good-I bet it was very hard to read through that touch and go behavior at the wedding and I dont blame you one bit for wanting to just shake her into reality-but we all know it won't work and will makes things worse But you are doing your part-being there and showing up it is a super tough thing to create and pretend while things are so up in the air
The changes you are making and the things you are learning will be you and your w still can see behind the blur that you are there- But even our changes can't sop their crises
I recently heard from my xh on a phone message --this was after many years no contact The point is he was asking me a favor to help him and I did Still after all this time, he knew I would be there for him and I was-
They can see it-
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