The sun will rise for a new day

[PigPen]

Oh G, it seems like you're in the exact same spot when I checked in on you month ago! Still getting the same advice, being asked the same questions by vets and even new posters. Still spinning the same wheels, and stuck in the same mud. I hate to slap you around a bit but brother, [censored] or get off the pot! There's a whole world out there for you once you're willing to surrender and take that first step.

A wise man this year told me that nothing in the world changes - only you change. Once you change the world shifts to acclimate to the new you, not the other way around. You've got to let go G, do something radical - walk out yourself, start dating, get a new job, shave your head, get a full back tattoo, SOMETHING other than sit in the same misery. Hell brother, you've got Sandi at her wits end. I think your entire thread is a series of people giving you world class advice and you not taking it.

I wish you well my friend, I truly do. But know that you have to change before your sitch is going to. Not one second before.

PP