Ciluzen I'm sending you loads of (((((((hugs))))))) and kisses. And strength!
I'm so sorry you are going through this painful and hard journey, I wish I knew what to say to help. I think no matter how well you are coping, or how fast you move on, there will always be days that you need to grieve. How could you just erase 27 years? It is impossible. How can you forget about the dreams you had for growing old together? It is simply unrealistic to expect that you could do anything different than what you are doing. You are a kind and caring person, and you have helped me a lot with my situation, thank you for that. I really hope that the support you get here will be enough to get you through these dark times.
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”
