Cherry. He's gone, but the drama has not

[Cherry]

Grl, that's a very wise and accurate way to think of it actually. I think I feel guilty because he IS her son, she's seeing a psychologist who advises that this may help him as she thinks that maybe as an only child, he became a bit jealous he lost his mom. Either way, he must see our home as a place of calm, as he will come by when we are in. I shall just busy myself but be polite.

I'm forcing myself to go out and see friends and family and lean on them for support. I'm known to be a lone fighter, but this had led to me feeling like I'm bottling anything. I have people around me I can talk about things with, and then my bf, who is like a sister to me, she is there in the good times and bad, and we can talk to one another about anything and everything and it's stored in a safe place. She supports me and gives me a telling where needed, and genuinely cares for me. She also has supported my fight for my family and shares a lot of my values. She had been amazing!