Cherry. He's gone, but the drama has not

[Cherry]

Just journaling my thoughts and venting a frustration, feel free to skim past this if you like.
Just had a crying session by something that probably should have made me cry. A former best friend of wh heard wh had moved out. He was asking how I was holding out etc.
It didn't take long before he swooped in offering to take me away for the weekend. If I wanna go on a date, that he thinks I'm beautiful and always has, and what a big mistake wh has made and bla bla bla.
I dunno, maybe I should see this as a compliment. But in my hormonal state, it didn't. It made me kinda scared, like it's been one whole day since people learnt of the split. I'm 5 months pregnant and not officially divorced. It kinda scared me to my core, I am so so so not ready for this. The thought of another man, or being intimate with someone else right now scares the sheet outta me. I know i need to push the thoughts of my wh out, but let me grieve!