W texted me about two of the bills she handled for me. Cell phone and a cc payment. The cell phone -my mom transfers money over for her part that goes to a joint acct that W then moves over. The cc - a balance my sister transferred over (cus I’m a nice sister) and she makes the monthly payments that again get transferred over to a joint acct that W then pays to the cc. W said I have to collect money from my mom. And that W would charge x amount for our cell bill. Since, now I have to handle all my bills. (again w often says things and does not hold up her end of the bargain, but this time she did. Not sure if it means anything though) I asked W for my cc info to log in…looked at the payment history that had been made. In mid April (I moved out early April) W made a decent payment to that cc…I don’t know why…she paid it down to only what my sister owes. Mid April…I was a sh!t show, depressed and W was VERY into her emotional affair…Why did W do that? Not only that but because W handled finances I have NO idea where that money for that payment came from. I know for a fact its not my sisters though. I didn’t ask W why or bring it up to her. I’m confused. But I guess I don’t need to know.
Conversation was short…bills and cat litter. I told W I’d drop some cat litter off at D’s soccer game tomorrow. My goal for tomorrow is to be kind to W and be happy. Or at least act happy. I will go into the interaction with a positive attitude so that we can have a positive outcome.
I noticed recently, past two or three days, when my phone vibrates I hope it’s my W. It never is.
