I am having trouble because she says the papers are coming, so now I'm on guard as to when.
I am also having a hard time because we are suppose to all be going on a family vaca with her entire family over the T-day Holiday. Airfare and Trip is already paid for...if I go, I don't know if I could truly be happy seeing her every day for 9 days while she is in this state. Just trying to see if I could stay strong and have that "what ever" attitude the entire time so that my kids and I could have fun.
You are talking to the poster-boy of how to detach poorly. You have only been at this a few weeks, if detaching were that easy one would question the commitment you had in the first place right? So go easy on yourself you are in the thick of it all and all the emotions that come with it.
Holidays are the tricky part and one that created a touch and go with my sitch one that I hoped would be a reconciliation but turned out she has much more work to do ... my point is the holidays will spark emotions in you and in her and you are in for a rough couple months. That said .... you have this place and people who get it while she is all sorts of jacked up.
