Try and go and just enjoy yourself. I had to take a trip to NY by myself that had originally been planned as a birthday trip for my W. My W was furious that I was going and told me that I shouldn't be going. I can't say I enjoyed myself but I went because I was not going to let her control me. Props to you for having the courage to go on your trip alone. Have fun. This is an amazing opportunity for you.
Me: 48 y/o W: 47 y/o Together: > 20 yrs BD: Dec '15, then S 2nd BD: Mar '16, then I filed for D April '16: started piecing
