Well, I leave for China tomorrow. I'm hopeful that it will take my mind off of the Sitch. I'll be gone for 2 weeks but will hopefully check out the boards when I get WiFi. I really do hate that I am having to go without my W, as I would have really enjoyed this experience with her, but that's how life goes I suppose. This entire process just absolutely [censored]. I can't believe how devastating all of this has been over the last couple months. I will say that I do at least have good moments now as opposed to weeks ago. I sure wish I had more of them though! It'll get better though, I have faith in that after soooooo many people have told me that.