Cherry. He's gone, but the drama has not

[Cherry]

Thanks ladies, I think there is quite a few people out to get his a$$ right now but I guess that's not my problem!

Sara, yeah I thought I would see an imam, going to get myself together a bit better the next couple days. But that is certainly on the list. I wasn't sure that it would be valid, but he walked out of the house quite happy as he said well now we are divorced. Sickening really!

I shall get up and out tomorrow. I had my day of a small pity party today, and a bit of chance to recover from the past few days of emotional turmoil.

I am glad that he SEEMED it a somewhat better place today. So long as he is alive, I guess that is the main thing. Other than that, I'm going to take comfort in the fact I can avoid him for a while. Keep seeing him and being reminded of him, and everything flaunted in my face has been something you guys know I have struggled with for quite some time. Now I can rebuild my nest and make it a calm sanctuary for me and my babies.