Still hanging on ... just

[Oluwa]

Thanks. Yes i understand the possible implications re: L etc. I asked my IC this and he said that if I get a letter that we both sign that agrees the purpose of the separation then she shouldn't be able to use it against me if things don't work out.

For the best part of year I alternate from sleeping in the MBR to sleeping in the Home Theatre. This is normally because she sleeps so early, like 9pm as she goes to work early. If i stay up I sleep in the other room. I dont mind this really as if she gets a proper sleep she is happier.

Some nights I do sleep in the MBR, like normally fridays and weekends I will do that. She doesnt complain, and some mornings she will come over and sleep on my shoulder. Like a pathetic dog I sometimes lay awake early morning, hoping she will move across. When she does I am so happy, but her cuddles are not really affectionate, I can sense that.