Taking the first step...

[Coly23]

Journaling - I've had a busy week at work so far. Lots of late nights due to not being able to sleep and lots of early morning as having to do a bit of traveling.

Last night I was dog tired and managed to fall into a deep sleep at about 11.00ish. Woke up feeling like I had slept for hours and thought it was probably already 4.00am-ish so would have about another hour to snooze before getting up for work. However to my suprise it was only 1.30am! What!!! And then so began the thoughts running marathons through my head so that was it on the sleep front. I had to used plenty of pick me up eye cream to disguise the suitcases under my eyes!!

Had an IC session today. Did lots of crying again but the C seems to think that I sounded a bit angrier and frustrated with H today. I guess that is true and maybe that's to do with NC and his lack of wanting to contact me. I think she sees it as me going through all the emotions and recognising what they are and why I am feeling them.

Oh well nearly Friday in my part of the world, looking forward to it!