I'm sorry you are having some down time and I want to send you hugs too. I'm also sending you some positive thoughts and hopefully things will be a bit better tomorrow for you.
Please take care of yourself.
Also, please start a new thread.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
