((Cherry)), just to let you know that I am thinking of you. I have no experience with mental health so can't give any advice but just wanted to echo grl's advice with regards to your ML taking a bit of the pressure from you. You need to really start thinking of your health and the health of your chicks. Remember you need to put your oxygen mask in first....
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')