And this is why when my IC and anyone else expresses disbelief that I'm not running away as fast as I can and angry at the way I've been treated, the wrongs that he perpetrated on me, I tell them...I'm not without blame in the implosion of our R.
I think this is true for a lot of us, including me. The reason (for now, at least) I have not outlined my faults in my implosion is that the reasons (according to him) for leaving have changed many, many times. And of course, with no R talk since he left (and very little since BD) I feel like I don't even know. I feel like what he said are the reasons just aren't. I guess I am waiting until things make more sense to write something about it. But, in separation and apparent NC, the unknowns just continue.
me 42 H 32 T 7yr M 6yr BD 5/2016 ILYBNILWY Separated 7/2016
