Went to relate last night and got a few bits off my chest. Think I suppressed the Councillor as to how much reflecting, growing and learning I've done over the last 6 weeks. I'm trying to get over all the regret that I have mainly.
The W has been very up and down over the last few days. Being friendly one day and then cold the next. There was even a comment that went along the lines of "even if we were to get back together I would step one foot in that persons house".
I try not to read too much into this, but when comments like this are said, its difficult not to take an (albeit exaggerated) positive from this.
I did have a real moment of stupidity and actually cried down the phone begging her to "work" on the M. What a great way to undo 6 weeks of work eh?
I's also like an opinion on the the W's hatred for a mutual friend who has tried to be impartial however has expressed her opinion that the W is making a massive mistake. Now I know that you'll say that is the reason for her hatred, however there seems to be real venom towards her and this is just an unexpected reaction to something that I think a few other people may have said to her....
One step forward and 12 steeps back!
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016
