Maybs - Pt 4 - where to now?

[maybs]

I guess nothing new to report really, just been doing me.

I noticed this morning that I don't actually think about XW anymore. She doesn't occupy my thoughts like she used to. I don't wonder what she's doing or with who or anything. I just don't think about her.

Getting on well at work, taking on more and more responsibility. Sucky in some ways because now I'm working out of the class. but good in others because after a certain amount of time I can petition for a class raise and a pay increase!!! We are talking about throwing a team holiday party and doing one of those escape room things.

Things are going well at home. Ive been decorating and rearranging and making things mine. I have someone who is going to be moving in in a couple of weeks to rent a room so that will give me a good financial cushion.

Things have been going really really well for me. I have friends whom I adore and who are so supportive and it sounds so corny but for the first time since all of this started I feel like everything is just falling into place... In my heart I still feel that divorce was the wrong course for our M but I've accepted it for what it is and not what I want it to be and it's okay.

I'm young, I have a good job, I'm smart, and not so terrible looking if I do say so myself... Things will be just fine for me.