Cherry. He's gone, but the drama has not

[Cherry]

I get the strongest suspicion that the ow has dumped him, and that this is a major catalyst in this behaviour. I have the police her name the other day when they were getting information they were asking why he had moved so far away when he has a child (he's moved near her), and they asked if there could be anyone else- they had already jumped at the conclusion there was someone else.

He reached out and asked his mom if she could meet him today (in a public place), she said where shall "we" meet you (she assumed he wanted to see me and S too). He got angry and said no just you. S was with her when he rang, she asked if he wanted to speak to S, again he angrily said he didn't want to speak to him.

I know he is clearly unwell and in dire need of urgent care. I want him to seek that help, I also know I've done absolutely everything in my power and more to help him. But I am feeling a range of emotions, perhaps it's normal (I'm going to speak to an ic asap), while I know I do love him, I want him to be alive and well and get better. But I also know I'm feeling so deeply hurt and stressed, that I really think I don't want a R with him anymore. And again, that triggers guilt, as if he is actually unwell, that's me turning my back on him.