Found out about W affair, she does not know I know

[Steady9]

W said she wants to live here and stay in the M and move forward with me.

She knows she has not been herself lately although this she has done both - hold herself accountable and blame me.... depending on what talk we have had over the past days.

We he MR did lack passion. I am not sure I could describe it though. Since I am a dumb man. Sex is frequent. But I know that is not it. She said that I have been more present in that past months. She would like to have more quite dinners with me and more dinners with the 4 of us-2 kids--- we eat around the kitchen island a lot at different times. So the other night she put a candle ina heart shaped crystal dish out as the two of us ate dinner toward this idea.

Passion---- I need to think about this more. When we first met, I could not keep my W off of me and I did not do anything. and of course it grew into a routine..... uhg. I will think some more