Ya, I am much better these days. It's only taken me 3 years, but hey, who's counting?
The scary part for me is that it's more about me figuring my chit out these days. H has really given me a lot to think about, a side of him I didn't know he had, a side I am not too fond of. He has never really been a support system, a "I am here no matter what" type of person. I mean, the guy blew up his family because he wasn't getting enough attention! I know this all comes from deeper issues, I have my own, but I find myself wondering if I could ever really count on him through life, through tough times. We shall see......
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-