Hanging on and hoping for the best

[BillyHo]

So tonight at football practice I was very quiet and some of her friends noticed and texted her to see if I was ok. She texted me right away and asked if something is wrong. I said no, why? Later when she got home from work I left right away and went straight to the gym. Within 5 min. she calls me, I don't answer then a text, don't answer. 4 more calls then I reply to her text "what's up? She says can u answer? I said sure. She wants to know if there is something we need to talk about. Keep in mind she hasn't wanted to talk to me for a couple of months. She says tell me what's going on. I said nothing really. I'll talk to u when I finish my workout.

Go home hop in the hot tub and then she comes out. She say is there something I should know, something new? I said anything I know u know already so how can it be new. Told her I'm just dealing with the same issues. I know in the back of her mind she can tell I know something.

We have discernment C tomorrow so during my individual time I will ask the C what she thinks I should do. The individual time is confidential and you only share in couples part what the C and you decide to.