"I guess I see the part about co dependence, but gf isn't the first girl I dated."

How long did you actually try to DB your M? Your timeline says you only came here in April and already you had two relationships.

"As far as dating myself, that is an interesting concept."

It's not dating yourself. It's GALing. I know you say that you read DR, but did you actually follow through on it?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER