I know, but the excuse tonight was she wasn't able to feed our D. Plus, as a Christian, I feel if someone's hungry and I can then I should feed them. Yes, I know, that's an excuse. Like I said earlier, I do good not contacting her. But when I feel she has a legitimate need I try to help. Again, I've been doing this for over 25 years. It's hard to just hang her out to dry even though that's what she's doing to me.