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[ciluzen]

I understand. When my H left and I was alone in the family home, I was the same. One day I was so miserable, I took down every picture of him from the walls. Then a few weeks later, and week by week, removed everything and anything that was his and placed it in a downstairs guest room. Still didn't use his side of the bed, his sink, etc. But we designed that house...so still little reminders everywhere.
I'm in my own apartment now. Nothing is "his". It takes time to feel better, and sometimes a big jump or two. Make your own space; be your own you. Trust in the changes you make, the pain you move on from. Maybe he'll see the changes and put 2 and 2 together that change can happen. Maybe not. But the idea is to change to find yourself; for you...it will help you to find your happiness.

You really do have time. Use it.