It seems like she just keeps baiting me into conversations to try and get me to agree with her. I keep telling her that she knows my opinion. Her answer is always that we will agree to disagree.

What a roller coaster of a few days. I came home Sunday on a high note and then she knocked me down about the papers. I'm still trying to get into the DR book and stay positive about saving our M and she slams me again on the phone.

A friend told me last night that even though I want to save my M I should go into the mode of acceptance and that it is in her corner. Sounds alot like advice from here.

It is just hard for me to detach. Everything I've done for 25 years has been for her...kind of hard to flip the switch.


Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!