Honestly, Ghost, I wish your wife would just leave the house. Seriously. She threatends with it, you live in fear, she lives the way she does now because it works for her, but it is destroying you and holding you back. I wish she would just do it, since you won't. Then you would overcome your fear, you would realize what you have been dreading so horribly for so long is actual a blessing for the way you have been a prisoner of yourself. I have no doubt you would thrive in separate homes. But here you are stuck in the same place of fear for ever.
